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Meditations

 


"Meditations" is one internal chronicle of the trials of overcoming creative block. The film moves between abstraction, symbolism, and live action -- using dramatic framing and alternative techniques to weave its tale of conflict between memory and fantasy in the emotional movement toward the creative act.

The film sequence parallels a process of internal visualization. As the imagery of the film solidifies, the stage is set for two characters: a father and daughter who exist in different places, but who dwell on each other through a common photographic record/legacy. The woman tries to find an escape from the photos in an ideal location, near the water's edge.



The complication arises as the man is set to discard his photos in his daughter's newfound space. As he digs a hole to bury them, the ground erupts in fountain of flame and smoke, which consumes him, dissolves his image, and gathers into a cyclone which eventually wipes away the film emulsion.

The woman reemerges from the "clear" to find a white canvas in front of her to which she re-applies a new kind of image.

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Credits:
MEDITATIONS

(June 1997)
16mm 23:00
Cast: Vanessa O'Neill, Richard Lawrence,
Tessa Day, Tamar Schapiro
Camera: R. Todd
Vanessa O'Neill
Locations: Fred Day
Grip/ Lighting: Gardener Estes
Mary Todd
Tessa Day
Sound: Lucy Vail
R. Todd
Processed at Cine Labs